i sleep in my boxers, and wake up some mornings...
And I’ve always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance. And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I’m content with loneliness, because none of it was ever worth the risk.
I think about the amount of lives we touch using mediums such as web blogs because you never know who’s really behind the screen, you know? I mean you can know their face, and you can know the details that they may tell you about their lives but thats as much as much as you can get from people on here.
To my followers, I dont know who you are
You don’t know who I am
But yet, I am still touched by your presence;
I take notice when one of you decides to follow, or unfollow, or message, or reblog, or like my posts.
Your presence is important, I like knowing that someone no matter who you are, is there, reading, watching, listening.
How many lives am I touching by updating this blog? It’s such a strange concept to me, I mean what happens when I stop updating - will you notice, will you care, will you try and get in contact?
The internet is so big, bigger than we think because although my follower count may be x amount, there are still those from my twitter followers who occasionally read, from my yahoo from my real life (or offline life? I dunno - I dont really agree with “real life” as a term for the life you lead away from the internet because this is all very real) who will get updated. And they are just the people that I KNOW about, you know, the people I can put faces and names to.
The silent followers are the ones who interest me most, the ones who are only an IP address to me, they are the ones who I think about most. I wonder what made you bookmark my blog? I wonder what mindset you have
I’m so interested in other people’s lives that I often forget about my own life, and problems. Or maybe it’s my own lives problems that make me turn my attention towards the lives that others lead and focus on that. I’m not quite sure.
What I am sure of is though is that I feel like we share a connection, a relationship defined only by words and thoughts.
I have something to say, and you care enough to think of me and read it.
I appreciate that, I really do.
It’s going to be hard to do what i’m going to do, I don’t really want to leave you guys.
I wish I could stay in your presence forever, but this isn’t for me.
I’m out.
check your email
=[ this is my life
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The 34213932nd & 34213933rd reasons why I one-nights ‘em
THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously
(Source: previouslyiangallaghers)
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I’m on a “celebrities” list on twitter amongst other iconic figures such as Tom Cruise and Perez Hilton and PETA
What is this?
Also I think i’m going to return to my old blog, and make that my current blog, thus rendering this blog old.
rub it in my face, go on it feels even better when you do it like that.
I kinda wanna give up on everything, like really give up on everything.
fuck this shit man.
That moment when you realise everything is fucked up, and you have no one to turn to, so you rush to your tumblr to make a private post which no one can see to get your thoughts out of your head and it says:
“we’ll be back shortly”
Fml.
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